soto888

Usually I draw dudes, dudes with muscles and reading that you may get the wrong idea about me. I love woman but personally I have a hard time drawing them because I'm always drawing masculine things. So I'm just gonna draw woman now or more feminine things to see if that improves my drawing. I feel like I haven't improved at all every time i draw something new it looks the same maybe with this feminine drawing I'll learn and improve and not always draw dudes with muscles all godamm time.

I haven't really done much and that is complete bullshit and I haven't gotten any better more bullshit. Its not that i completely stopped drawing but its always big gaps in between and I never post anything. So  from this day forward I'm gonna start slapping myself in to shape, draw like a fucking demon or at least more than usual like once a day. I gotta push myself and start dreaming and being more optimistic just like when I was a kid and maybe then make some of those dreams come true *sigh*. Fuck I really like drawing I like looking at other peoples stuff it inspires me, makes me want to get better but I guess I do fear failure so fuckin

Alright I haven't really done much or put up as many pics as I wanted but I'm kinda lazy but I did get a paint tool called Sai. I just made one pic so far with it and its not the best thing I've ever done but its new and kinda fun. After finishing and looking at the pic it gives it a little life to it and its really giving me some motivation and hopefully I wont stop again. Oh and if your reading this please check out my new pic and give me some advice/pointers all that good stuff PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!                      PS My wrist hurts